What a stressfilled day. . .

Today was kind of crazy for me. I woke up early this morning for no reason at all. I was off today. My sister Toni rang the doorbell this morning at 8something. My other sister Toi answered the door and Toni fell into Toi's arms and told her she was about to have a seizure. Toi screamed for me and I jumped out of my bed and ran to the door. I saw what was going on and I yelled for my brother to come help. After that I ran into the kitchen and dialed 911. They tried to keep me calm but it wasnt so easy to do. Im sure I yelled at a few people before we hung up. The ambulance comes and hooks Toni, then they take her away. My brother and I hop in my car and meet them at the hospital. My brother, my sisters husband and I wait for about an hour and a half before any of us can see her. So that was my morning. Toni's ok. They let her go about 1 or so and she slept until about 4. All seemed well on the home front until about 2 hours ago my mother came into my room and told me my Big Pops was sick and my Grandmother had to take him to the hospital. She said he had a fever of 103 and when he got to the hospital he had a seizure. My sister has a history of seizures by my Pop does not and he's older. Im just praying he pulls through this one. My grandmother and pops have been married for 51 years. I think she might not pull through this if he doesnt make it. I need prayers from anyones whos eyes fall upon this page.

Thanks in advance

Saturday Night. . . .

. . . . Well I guess it's really sunday morning, but anyway, I had a pretty good time tonite. Nothing went as planned but I still had a good time. I decided to just let Juanita go to our friends birthday dinner. Im not really good around a bunch of people I dont know, or care to know. So i didnt go. The plan of bowling was still a good one until we got there and found out the wait was an hour. After that we drove to the only other bowling alley I knew of in that area and it was gone completely. Torn down with nothing replacing it. I hoped in Shawnies car and road with her to take her sister back to her dorm. Once we dropped her off, to the Moxie we went. It was nice at 1st, even tho they charged us 5 bucks to get in there. Come to find out, it was t-shirt and panties night. I've never seen anything like that in my life. A bunch of big broads in their bloomers. Not even sexy underware, the very large kind no man wants to see. This was only the start of what was an interesting evening. There were large stinky men in there, even larger stinky women, it was hot as hell in there and on top of all of that there was no place to even move an elbow in there let alone dance. We saw a woman get finger fucked on the dance floor, and a woman get eatten out on the dance floor.This all explained why the dance floor smelled like nasty vagina. That is when we decided it was time for her to drop me back off at my car. I wont be attending anything at the Moxie any time soon. Im turned off by the club and by large women in general. They make it look back those of us plus size women who would never stoop so low. I had a wonderful time before all of that tho. I got to dance and act a fool with my buddy. We just have to find another place to go dancin.


I wore a shirt tonite that said, " Please dont interupt me while im ignoring you" It worked for the most part :)

I found my friend . . .

He and I finally had a decent conversation. I enjoyed it. Seemed like he listened to my logic and responded to it very well. I dont mean to pop my own collar but, I do know what Im talking about for the most part. Its good tho, because I see who he was before I ever knew him, and I see who he might be again. All I can do is wish him luck and hope that he takes my advice and woo's the woman he loves. Oh and by the way, I never thought u didnt like me, and I never thought u were comparing me because I compare to no one. I just need you to follow your heart, It will never betray you. Consult with a higher power and all your questions will be answered for you as soon a he feels you'll heed his advice.

Long weekend ahead. . .

Man this weekend is looking like its going to be a long one. I have to drive to glendale for the next 2 days. On saterday after glendale, I have a dinner party to go to at 7 and bowling later on that evening. Sunday I have no plans but im sure something will come up. Monday I'm officially in the office. That is the one thing I am really looking forward to. No more babysitting customer service reps, Im lovin it!
On another note, my "Friend" still isnt my friend like he used to be yet, but I'm looking forward to him being the same again one day soon. Like I've stated previously, I'm not one to label people my friend unless I feel they are worthy of the title. I still think he's worthy, he my just prove me wrong. If he is, I hope he'll do so sooner than later.